The biggest test I've come across yet.
That I may have actually passed.
I needed to be reminded of your love
How it felt
What it meant
How it started
How big the love could really be
How real it really was
I needed that last test for myself.
To choose me for once.
I had to choose between two 'All I ever wanted' things
But I've always known there's to be more
just did not believe it
And that was the biggest step.
But the biggest test came first.
Like a pile of bricks in your gut all the way to your throat
Nothing ever felt so right, yet so wrong.
Something that could change the world for good
tied to something holding me back.
I had to make this entirely on my own
Knowing very well both sides of love to the biggest test.